The creator of despair and darkness

Wah lau,i kind of in a dilemma now,dunno if i should sit for something.I dunno if i should go,but one thing is,I LOVE 1A AND I LOVE MY CCA!!!If I leave,then i would leave these too...but has it to be done?Will I choose a correct decision?Will I make the same mistake twice?Haiz...

Wah lau,today at sch so damn sian lor,stupid malay lesson,everyone was like half asleep in the lesson.Then today recess onli eat a bit of things onli,so damn hungry in the afternoon.Got a throbbing headache too,sian.Evertbody kanna chionging dreamweaver,then got announcemnt saying extended to monday,so gd,miss marlia last time also extend the deadline.Haha.Sian,so sleepy...everyone,remember to do assignment 11,very important!!!I know it is a bit difficult,but jiayous!!!

Your Birthdate: July 8 You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single. Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you! Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Sian,tmr is my birthday,yet i dun feel any sense of happiness. PPl celebrate they birthdays,yet i dun look towards it. Knowing that i cant have any presents and the worse is,i still need to go tuition and do hw makes me feel sad.It is always been like this since i was 7 years old. Sian. Feeling a lot of pressure and i think i am going to break under it.Sian.To think i put a smile on my face everyday when i am feeling so damn sad nowadays. I am using hw to numb myself of the sadness.Am i crazy or something? I wish i could return to the good old days.To think my friend from RI could disown the fact that he was from PEPS because of face.What is the world coming to?How can he do this?Haiz...

Sian,today is Youth's day,i am a bit sad that CHILDREN'S DAY is no longer for us....anyway,haven posted for a long time,this blog is certainly rotting.People are getting so sad nowadays,dunno why too.Why are u all sad,come on,cheer up!!!Life has to go on no matter what happens. Sian,chiong the D&T last night,didn't noe anything at first(kind of forgotten how to do),then go to "help" to see how to assemble all the parts and made a photo album.Spent 5 hours sia.This is a great way to prove that anything can happen when u perservere.Stay happy,always,people!!!