Alienation
After coming back from China a few days ago, I feel vastly weird. Very very weird. I feel very very detached from everything. Like I will always have a third eye view in my mind telling me this is meaningless or something. Maybe it's just me reading too much on absurdism and existentialism. Been reading a book named "Tokyo-jima" or "tokyo island" by Natsuo Kirino. It's in japanese for the original. I am reading in chinese "东京岛" translated version. Rather interesting,something like the "Lord of the flies". Wondering why so little people are online these days. I feel rather.....alienated with people ignoring me. 2 more weeks to start of school. Let's hope next year will be a lot better than this year.