Saturday, October 17, 2009

And so...

It's been a week since the EOYs exams ended. I am sure that many are feeling very slacky right now though. Since the mugging season is officially over (and it will take abt another 4 months before mugging season is back), I am here to post more frequently I guess.

Results are back a little a day, so I shant really talk about them(although I screwed up many of them.....).

Post-exams period is really dull, as we do not know what to do after such a long time of mugging season. Of course I went out with friends to play pool and stuff, but it really gets dull after a while. Staring at the comp for hours doesnt help either.

There are things to worry about though. CCA is in a state of confusion coz too much things to handle and not enough time. Hope things goes well for the moving of school and next year sch's anniversary.

In a few weeks time I am going to fly to Beijing for immersion. 1 and a half months over there seems really long(I never been overseas you see). And its snowing over there ,seems really cold. So I think my first usage of my passport will be quite interesting (1 and a half months in winter, wow). Although we need to do some research and proj stuff over there, I believe this will be quite fun spending time with my classmates.(P.S I shall remember to bring back some snow hehe.)

K and so till then, and take care....

desmond; 10:30 PM


Saturday, September 26, 2009

The Final Post

Now, dont get me wrong. This is not a suicidal note of some sort. No. What I mean is the final post before the EOYs exams. LOL

Anyway,yesterday night was very very fun, with the mid-autumn festival being quite a sucess.Thanks to CLDDS people, PA ppl and the chinese department! Although it was kinda tiring, but the chance to spending that few minutes with 2A'08 was very very fun. Kudos to 2A'08!

After that, jerian,jeremy,kengleng,hongkai and I went to hortpark to cam-whore LOL. Check out the photos at the 2A'08 blog if you want....

The exams will start in just a few more days. Need to mug mug mug liao.

K, gtg soon, but before I go, I would like to post a short short personality analysis I found on the web,kinda fun and true....

Name: Desmond
Date: 9/26/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14352607


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You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from!

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.





Jiayou to all for the EOYs exams!

desmond; 12:28 AM


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Waste time...

I know I dun have much time(still nid type report) but I find this quite interesting and VERY true. LOL this is a personality test...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

desmond; 7:48 AM


Sunday, August 2, 2009

Erh...

K I am posting now coz my blog is getting real mouldy,nvr update or anything...

This few weeks has been filled with tests and tests every week. Kinda hectic. Somethings that are quite...erm..saddening happened though I will not post them here(show respect ma).

Cca was resumed and we were back. Now we are divided into smaller groups to think,write and come up with a play. This is what I call basic training.

On a happier note, chen laoshi is back, not as a school teacher, but as a intructor. She will be teaching us "movements and the body" for the next few weeks.

National day is coming real soon...



Been getting some inspiration to write my own script, but haven worked on it yet..haiz...but initial title would be 厕所 or Toilet.

Looking forward to watching "The spirits play" on Aug 15

By the way, I am suddenly interested in Gundam again!!! Especially the Gundam Wing series...looking forward to free time to buy a model of gundam deathscythe and saving up money too...

K gt to go do stuff le...till then....


(P.S hongkai I linked you liao)

desmond; 3:19 AM


Thursday, July 2, 2009

Quiet....

K I think I gonna dedicate this post to one teacher that had just left the school to pursue her dreams. She is 陈老师.

I think most of the students will be shocked to know that 陈老师 has left the school quite abruptly. Didnt really know until yesterday( or should I say tues,her last day in school). What happened was that she did tell me when we met in sch on tues, but I didnt really believe her(kinda shocked). And most people will know 陈老师 as a very friendly, always joking kind of teacher. So I did not really believe her and though she was joking.

Found out on wed that she has really left the school. When I heard this, I almost couldnt take the news. Lots and lots of questions ran through my head,felt kinda crushed. She was my favourite teacher after all. And because of myself, I did not even get to say a proper goodbye.

But not many found out though. I think she meant to leave quietly. She will have her own reasons I guess. And I certainly hope she will come back and visit us someday.

Found out that she went back to the theatre to pursue her dream. For that,I dedicate a paragraph(by myself) to wish her good luck and all the best.




<<风>>


风,
永远摸不着的风.

看不见的风,
已在我们身旁.

看不见的风,
已轻轻地吹过.

在你往自己的舞台奔去时,
在你往自己的梦想奋斗时,

祝你,
一路顺............风.
-------苏进凯

desmond; 5:11 AM


Friday, June 12, 2009

No title for the day....

Actually, I have no real thing to post over here right now.Ended BSP camp last week liao, so I think I would not bother posting about it.

It's been already half a year since 2008 passed, which means 2009 would also pass in the same amount of time from now. Can't believe time passes by so fast....

Come to think of it, I really think I have really stopped walking on. Everyday is the same for me;mundane,boring, nauseating, cant think of better words. Maybe I myself has changed in the first place. Went to some old friends gathering a few days ago. All of them changed, but they say I didnt,still the old look.

Well,maybe it is a good thing, maybe it is a bad thing.

Like they always say, things are ever-changing. In this world, nothing is permanent,except change itself.

Sometimes, I do really want to settle down for a quiet life.

Been really sleepy since the start of the year. Well its kind of a good change,coz I can fall asleep more readily.

But there is always the flipside. They say I am not listening,they say I am not attentive.They say I dont care anymore.

Been going out more. Gained new insight,new friends,new information.

But this meant I have been spending less time with my family.



I want a good,real rest.But I think I have been resting for too long.
I want a good real thing to jolt me. But I want to rest.


Is this the breaking point already?

desmond; 2:28 AM


Thursday, April 30, 2009

Simple theory

Hmm...today my sis told me about her experience in her sch a few months ago. Really cool, and it represents 2 true theories.

Her class was unsatisfied with something about the planning of stuff for students, and she asked her class whether they should talk to the teacher about it. Her class agreed. In order to make a point to the sch, her whole cls sat outside the office to wait for the teacher to come. Really cool right?

Well, the first theory is, unity is strength. It may be an old theory, but it is true. You see, students and people are often "scared" to suggest or to question whether a certain thing implemented by higher authorities is correct ,by themselves,such as rules,regulations or anything. Then why not suggest it with a group? Or a large group if one still feels unsafe? They can't possibly lock up everyone or punish everyone just because they pointed out something is wrong with the system?

And the thing is, when asked who suggested it, it is not beneficial to single out one of a few, then one runs or "siam" (dialect for dodging) away. A group then becomes only 1 person responsible. It is unfair because since one has supported him or her, they should stay on.

The second theory is that one should dare to question and do the act of questioning and suggesting in order for change to come about. People,when faced with some questions regarding whether something is wrong or right,often reply," I think is okay lar, is just this part is A BIT ...." . I do not understand the need to first agree with something,before pointing out what one is dissatisfied with. Be direct and say" I am not happy/dissatisfied with...". This will be more to the point.

Although readers will probably "shoot" me for encouraging the wave of " complain kings and queens", I personally feel there is no wrong for one standing up for his/her own suggestions and questions. Singaporeans have been slapped with the ugly notion of being "complain kings and queens". I feel this is happening because we only dare to question,or some say" complain" of "minor" stuff such as price of veggies being expensive or air-con not being cold enough in buildings etc. Maybe, singaporeans should be more daring to question bigger stuff, such as the overall economy,rules and regulations on a big scale, or even perhaps, politics.

Remember, only when doing the action of dissatisfaction does changes come about. One must be willing to do actions to change his/her life for the better. Here's a quote:

Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek. _____________Barack Obama

desmond; 6:52 AM