The creator of despair and darkness

Lots of things had happened over the past month or so. Now currenly in AYLC week,so I have a bit more time to post here. Speaking of which,my previous post about the performance is technically not relevant now. The fact that it has been shifted "till further notice" just makes my heart wrench. Disappointing I would say. Got back chem paper yesterday. Should keep quiet about it. Anyway today afternoon went to eat lunch at pizza hut with pengfei,hancong,xiaodan and yangyi. After the meal we were actually talking about our childhood. Technically speaking I was not talking,they were the ones talking. About their interesting childhood,about how they enjoyed life,played games,dig for potatoes (LOL),got scolded and stuff. Of course some content are much more personal stuff so I shan't post them here. The chatting session kept me silent,not because I was dumbfounded or what,but I didnt have much to say or share. The realisation that my childhood was kinda monotonous and empty kep...

Junweng just asked why I didnt blog recently. Actually speakin of which I am just running out of ideas to blog here. Just kind of handed over to the year 3s last friday,although in practice I will be handing over slowly and not just "throw things" to the year 3s to take over. Bad experience last year when I just took over suddenly. We are running out of time now for the performance in October,and we have come up with a number of plan. 1. Come back for cca on every saturday. I think this should be fine with most people. 2.Increase timings for cca on friday(most probably not on tuesday too) until 9+ or 10. Which means we will have dinner break from 6pm to 7pm,after that we continue training on our own. Some even said we sleepover to next day. The second part is the real difficult part,coz I noe most parents will STRONGLY object.(Even my own parents). Some already siad they will pull out their child out of the cca. D: Cham cham liao....how? August got AYLC and National Day,which...

Last day of june,so I thought I should squeeze in a post. School has started,so the emo season starts too lol. So many ppl emo-ing . I am not an isolated case either. Should be watchin "Ramayan" already......

It's the last day of may already. Schools hols has already started.... In less than a week's time,I will be flyin to shanghai. Dunno wad to expect coz quite bored doing stuff... Had a real scary nightmare last night,but can't remember the details anymore..... Anyway Zero Online and Red Alert 2 are not bad games,been playin them today. So long.... to the next post....

Exams are really useless. End of story. Recently things have been real draggy. I have seriously no aim,no goals and don't know what the hell am I doing. My results are screwed as compared to my previous years. I don't know what and why people are fighting for. Maybe they are just like me. I have a chem test tommorrow and unlike others I am still spending my time on something which they call irrelavant. CCA is screwed too 'coz it's been a few months and I still can't solve the problems,maybe even worsening it. Maybe I made the wrong decision. Maybe they made the wrong decision. And recently a whole bunch of people are really emo. Emo over results,emo over something which I don't have a idea of. I really want to help them,help my old mates. Maybe I am just a bad influence on li heng that's why he became like that. And there is another old friend of mine which really changed over the past 2 months. Something real bad must have happened. Although she is in the p...

Pissed. Obviously over the fact that the school reduces our breaktime to 30 mins,and stil acts angelic. However,that is still not enough to make me post here. What makes me even more pissed, is the pure lack of fighting spirit within the school community. Whenever there is a stupid change, there are bound to be people who will always say"Accept it la,that's the way,it wouldn't change". And then soon after,the voices of those oppressed will die down somehow. So clever of students who claim to be in a elite school. Oh yea, of course things would not change if there are people who just accept it as they go. They have forgotten that our country,our nation is independent because our forefathers fought for our rights to self-govern. Oh yes, if they didn't do that and accepted how the British had controlled us for some hundred years,I bet you will be still living in your perfect slums. So darn clever to just accept change. Of course there will be some bastards who say...

Since independence,Singapore has always emphasized the policy of bilingualism. In Singapore, everyone needs to learn English and his/her own mother tongue. Campaigns such as the"Speak Good English Movement" and "华语 COOL!" has been running for many years to promote the learning of speaking good english and mother tongue. The Singapore Government discourages the use of so-called"Singlish ",or Singapore Vernacular English,as it believes in the need for Singaporeans to effectively communicate with other English speakers in the world. Being a small country, Singapore's economy relies very much upon trade links with other countries ,and therefore for economic considerations, the learning of Standard English is important for maintaining and communicating with other countries. However, I disagree that we should discourage or hinder the development of Singlish in Singapore. Firstly, Singlish encapsulates our cultural roots of being in a multi-racial society. Th...