The creator of despair and darkness

Here are the new songs on my playlist!!! My heart will go on by Celine Dion(first song on the playlist) Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you That is how I know you go on Far across the distance and spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near far wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone Love was when I loved you One true time I hold you In my life we'll always go on Near far wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on You're here, there's nothing I fear And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on Second one is My love will get you home by Christine Glass If you wonder off too far My love wi...

Yeah,finally,school has finally ended!!!!Horray!!!lets see what to talk abt......ok,the last day of school. Last day of school was basically about recieving our resluts and a looooong assembly.Part of the assembly was abt mdm connie chan leaving the school and retiring.Although we was not taught by her,we also felt the atmosphere,ppl felt sad naturally.Ok,then Mr Faizad was also leaving RV to teach RJC general paper 2,or something like that.We felt sad as he was our form teacher and also our lang arts teacher. Ok,enough of the teachers leaving.Firstly,I am very happy with my resluts,with a GPA of 3.4 and MSG of 2.1666666(for those who uses MSG for grading lar).Although I know it is not very very good and didnt really meet my target of 3.5,but who cares,only 0.1,and it is because of hist!!!!I got an C5 and it pulled my overall!!!!Sian... Ok,lets now do a wrap up of this year's school life.Personally, I felt that I had changed a lot from the once quiet person to a person more willing...

Feeling damn sian even it is after exams,it is like nothing to do leh...i like it more when we got worksheets,then i got something to do...now like damn sian,no goal for next year yet,but finding one,lol.Nothing much to post,jus now that I not feeling anything right now,not happy,neither sad,emotionless,maybe?Not happy with my results either,diaoz...scored damn badly for history,but expected,lol.Haiiz...wonder got anything for me to do or not,sian.Ok,gtg,few days later shld be back ba...

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Today was the last day of EOYs,so damn happyyyy lor....played on my com for the longest time,break my own record ,lol,anyway it was fantastic.Today chinese paper 2 quite difficult,I would say,I heard that many ppl did not finish...lol,wonder if I would be ok...lol.I also played cards with shao xun on the back of the bus,very exciting.Anyway,I am feeling so shuang right now,wonder wat will happen tmr?Good luck to P6 students all over Singapore for their PSLE which starts tmr.

This is for those reaching EOYS...must be strong,perservere,give it ur best shot!!!LOL!!Enjoy!!!

Tmr start school already sia,happy ending to holidays,lolnothing to post,today sold some pokemon cards for 12 dollars,not bad lar,siannow reading topic on change of subject of formulae,must start to pia for EOYs,lol

Today very sian,sian,sian...nothing to talk...

Today was a very fantastic day sia.Early in the morning,play the damn cannon balls used for history.I was the only boy Mino around sia,kana got thrashed by the Pegasus ppl.Luckily got some other Gryphon ppl go and help me,then that was sooooooo fun.After that the concert was quite good,I loved the part where the dance society came in and the teachers came in to dance.It was fabulous.Then,after that,we rushed to pri sch.Then found out that we could only go in at 1pm,sian. So,we decided to eat luuch first at west mall.Aft that,we went to kick some soccer with ex-classmates.It was fantastic.Play for so long,then we walk to the sch there amd went in.We had such a hard time searching for the teachers.Then my teachers and ex-classmtes keep saying that i grew by three sizes,got meh?The food they sell is damn cheap lah,one bowl of noodles only 1 dollar sia.Then after that,we crap a lot.We went to play duel masters later,my friend was fantastic sia,keep helping me.Then we went home after that,t...

Damn sian today...yesterday get back science results,lucky get 30 for review,dunno considered low or not.Then yesterday pon cca again sia,last week already pon,becoming like shao xun,feeling a bit sick,and most importantly,i no need to see the damn teacher's face.Then today tuition quite sian lar,not very fun,bt at least learn new things and revise.But the maths so damn hard,wanna see some more easy questions,i give u all some examples Solve this: 6a^2+1+5a+1=0 Wat's a? The ans:ask from me Lol,we are not supposed to use guess and check,or trail and error that kind of thingy.Ok,the ans is -1/2 and -1/3(this type of questions got two ans, u will learn in sec 2 or 3) Seriously,i am not haolian or wat,jus to let u all see that i am NOT SLACKING when i go for tuition,ok?Sian..very emo today...

Eh,today very sian.Mr toh was completely crazy when he told us to do so much work.Then com lesson so fun,then when switching off,i need to save right?I save liao then the com hanged.I was screaming"oh my god".Then in the end dunno got save or not.Then aft got history thing,sorry ar,i didnt wat got into me,jus shouted at u all to keep quiet,sorry.But luckily,my anger haven even reach 10% yet,very little people see me at 100%,lol.But today only had bread for lunch,so hungry,now going to eat dinner liao,yeah,later go chiong hw...

Eh,today was fantastic,i chiong finish my jian bao in abt 1 hour time sia,so satisfied wif my work lor,then now doin some history already.Today tuition even better,Qin Jiang didnt irritate too much,great.Then go home so early take nap,shuang.Must post later,and yeah,almost forgot,remember there is an worksheet in ivle for maths hor,pass the message on...

Finally got a new blogskin,saw D-gray man on animania so decided to find some blogskin on it.Anyway,today was a great day,i was slacking at home then went to tuition in the afternoon.Realised that i forgot to bring my worksheet,omg!!!Almost kanna get scolded sia,but teacher so kind,let me off this time.Then,yesterday hor,i went jogging on an empty stomach.The effect was better,can run longer distances,didnt know that.Then after that go try inclined pull up.Then try pull-up.Omg,didnt know that one pull up was so difficult sia.Must start training now,or else sec 3 that time die.Sian...

Whoa,today was like sooo idiotic,cant go back to my pri sch.The sports day was cool,but the sun was like damn hot,like so many ppl(especially the runners,like overheat)getting heatstroke.Damn it.Then the recess ws like damn early,how they expect us to eat lor.Then Minotaur was fantastic although it was last.Unicorn was like damn pro lah,got so many pro in running.Then see someone from the athletics team running.He was like siao,the hair was pushed up by his speed then KL say his legs were so fast that they went blur.Run so fast for wat,win already still cannot get anything wat.Damn intersting.I was like behind the grandstand for sooo long,very shady and windy,very good.Then in the morning see the marching contigent,like so damn funny.I not mocking at them,but it really seemed funny.Then i was like kidding in the morning when i said i knew the ans to some stupid question,then the vice-principal like forced me to go up and say the ans.I was like so damn embarrased.Sian.Gtg,post smth mayb...

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The topic today is:Why am I ignored by the boys? 1.I am not as handsome as Jerian. 2.I am not as tall as other boys. 3.I am not as strong as Zihao or Kengleng. 4.I am not as crappy as Jacky. 5.I am not as kind as Jeremy. 6.I am not as cute as Xunkai or Hongkai. 7.I am not as friendly as and such shiny teeth like Benjamin. 8.I am not as tech-savvy as Shao xun. 9.I am not as clever as Kuan Yuan. 10.I do not have a hot favourite cca. But does that mean you guys can ignore me?Freakin lah,i may be the slowest runner around,but does mean you guys can ignore me?Do you know it is so damn hard to find to find a group or partner nowadays?I never get recognised when i do something good.Please respect me and my cca!!!I hate it when you all think that CLDDS is a bunch of noobs.We are not!!!Put yourself in other people's shoes.The end.Damn it.

Wah lau,i kind of in a dilemma now,dunno if i should sit for something.I dunno if i should go,but one thing is,I LOVE 1A AND I LOVE MY CCA!!!If I leave,then i would leave these too...but has it to be done?Will I choose a correct decision?Will I make the same mistake twice?Haiz...

Wah lau,today at sch so damn sian lor,stupid malay lesson,everyone was like half asleep in the lesson.Then today recess onli eat a bit of things onli,so damn hungry in the afternoon.Got a throbbing headache too,sian.Evertbody kanna chionging dreamweaver,then got announcemnt saying extended to monday,so gd,miss marlia last time also extend the deadline.Haha.Sian,so sleepy...everyone,remember to do assignment 11,very important!!!I know it is a bit difficult,but jiayous!!!

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Sian,tmr is my birthday,yet i dun feel any sense of happiness. PPl celebrate they birthdays,yet i dun look towards it. Knowing that i cant have any presents and the worse is,i still need to go tuition and do hw makes me feel sad.It is always been like this since i was 7 years old. Sian. Feeling a lot of pressure and i think i am going to break under it.Sian.To think i put a smile on my face everyday when i am feeling so damn sad nowadays. I am using hw to numb myself of the sadness.Am i crazy or something? I wish i could return to the good old days.To think my friend from RI could disown the fact that he was from PEPS because of face.What is the world coming to?How can he do this?Haiz...

Sian,today is Youth's day,i am a bit sad that CHILDREN'S DAY is no longer for us....anyway,haven posted for a long time,this blog is certainly rotting.People are getting so sad nowadays,dunno why too.Why are u all sad,come on,cheer up!!!Life has to go on no matter what happens. Sian,chiong the D&T last night,didn't noe anything at first(kind of forgotten how to do),then go to "help" to see how to assemble all the parts and made a photo album.Spent 5 hours sia.This is a great way to prove that anything can happen when u perservere.Stay happy,always,people!!!

Haven posted anything for a long time,today have some time to post.Sian,need to do soooo much hw,didn't even wish zimin happi bday(srry hor). Then,also so little ppl tagging on my blog,onli can see shimin tagging....feeling so sad nowadays,dunno why,temper keeps bursting,not happy with anything,is it because i still cant get over it,i dunno.Maybe i am mad or something.The rain has stopped ,the tears have stopped coming too,but the sour feelings remains...

Today sooooo sian.Today need to do sooo much hw,then in the afternoon my bro,sis and mum went out to buy a laptop for my sis.Decided to "on"the com coz there's nothing to do anyway...Went tagging around and planned somethings to write.Later played with my sis pet online.I play so long then got so many points,bt wat the heck,NO score was recorded,wtf.So,ppl,pls feed my sis's pet(the chocopets that one,in case u wondering which one...).Go to links"Wan Qi" there.Feed it everyday hor,pls!!! LOL!!! But really,feed it.

This is the new blogskin i have chosen to use...hope u guys like it.In case you are wondering where's the tagbox,it's below the friends button.There is suppoesd to be some words there, but the pic is tooo big so cant see.Anyway,i can't go to the sat class outing,sad sad,i need to go tuition u know,sian....cant go out wif my class...

i trying out,blogger have problem...

Er...seeing many of ur bdays are coming,i now wish u all happie birthdays!!!Although i can't go out wif ur all this few days to celebrate ur bdays,i sincerely hope all of u to have a meaningful and enjoyable time going out wif ur friends!!!Happie birthdays to zimin,shieu hui and shimin!!!

Two days ago,i was standing on this stage,saying some A1 words.They said i looked funny wearing the mask,was I?After that,I was wearing this damn thick shirt that almost caused me to have a heat stroke.The shirt looked like a monk's(I was supposed to be a monk,DUH).There was laughs throughout the performance,(a comedy was the performance).After the whole performance,we were supposed to bow and say"See you next year".Diaoz.Then, after that,i felt tired but also great.Everybody was cheering for CLDDS. I went home,had a good bath and went to sleep,Zzzzzzzz.......

Today sooooo sian,need to go open house.So little ppl over there,then so slack.Need to carry all those tables...Then do halfway see my fren's bro goin to rv open house.He looked kind of weird(and cute,girls will say,coz he damn short)After that,when goin home takin bus that time,one boy walked up to me and say "Are u from peps".I said yes,bt i didnt noe who is that boy,anyway most likely he went to the open house.Then,go tuition again finally after soooooo many weeks coz of the cca practice.SIAN!!!Then,after that,go see tv and took a nap... smack the teachers who gave us sooooooooo damn many hw...well, i need to go now,haha

Wah!!!Imagine me typing this in sch!!!So sian today in sch....miss choong today last day teaching us...sian.Later cca need to wear so many layers of clothings for rehearsal...so hot!!!Almost late for lesson jus now,luckily never got scoled by miss choong.Watch a movie today,it was so damn funny,everyone was laughing(it is not a comedy,but a movie on love) The movie is called "Love actually".Later got dance, so sian,coz its graded.I dun want to fail!!!Well, i need to go now, go posting later...

Yeah!!!I finally created an account!!!So happy!!!But i today so sad,coz i sick and can't go sch...now i sneezing...diaoz

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